Moody Again

=(

i hate it...

i dun wish to share them with her...

i really scare i will start to hate her...

i dunnoe y she muz related to people that i closed...

maybe is i too selfish...

but i cant stand for it no longer...

these two days,

i m trying to release the mind,

but i cant!

what i saw n heard made me feel UNCOMFORTABLE!

The present of her sure will make them treat us like invisible...

i dislike that feel...

SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!

maybe i really need to practise again my solo style=(

Tiring of all

I dunnoe what are going on these days.
last few days i still anticipating for our gang member's b'day party...
but now...
i dun even would have a mood to reply their post about the part on facebook!
Maybe i noe everything including something that they are try to ''hide''.
Suddenly i feel confusing.
is it true for me to suspect them?
is overthinking or wat?

MOODY><

And then someone else...
i feel cant stand for her anymore...
i can't bear her many times!
i really hate her attitude...
f***
wat the shit are her thinking about?!

Fine,
i should not bother all that f***ing things

YANG PEI CHING,
STAY HAPPY!
NOBODY CAN HELP U EXCEPT URSELF!

Confusing

Actually i was very confusing now...

i dunnoe wat the f'**k reason for me to waiting for...

i think i already let it go...

but now the feeling like getting stronger n stronger...

i cant even diffrentiate this feeling...

i scared i cant stand it anymore=(

I m back

Long time have not been blogging...


Finally can sign in this blog again...





Quite busy these days...


busy for playing...


money sure ran out><


this thurs going to watch Fright Night...


seen like nice=)





Today learning accounting...


Five words to describe for it-


TOUGH!!!


I really cant get wat the lecturer means...


suddenly miss Ms.Elaine...


aiyo...


There is still long journey for me to study...


but really tough...


how i m going to get through it?


only can sigh here~

I MISS U ALL

YESTERDAY,

we had a party at jaslyn house...

8.45pm,

boy havent come...

me,jaslyn,glass n carmen start to 起火..

so hard....

so tired...

pekchek...

tiaa,jeannie n abbie preparing for the drinks...

about 9pm,boys finnaly came...

eat...eat n eat...

tummy bigger n bigger><

b4 going to 24hours n have a tea,

then we seven take a photo...

about 1am i reached home...

all slept ady...

then quickly sleep...

coz 2moro nid to wake up early...

bk KL...

we had a breakfast at ''xiang cheng'',

BBXC treat us...

how generous he was...hehe

then we bk on 9am...

about 9.30am ,

we r leaving chaah

when reahed KL,we go setapak...

sent yumi there...

after bk home had a nap...

so tired...

sigh...

dunnoe whether when had a chance can we all met n yamcha again...

But these will be the 4ever memories in my mindXD

Oh My God

My college life look like relax only...


but i feel stress actually...


the references book havent finished yet...


middle test coming soon...


lol...


lot of presentation n assignment nid to do....


but,i cant do all of this very well...


English was damn poor....





Stress!!!!!!!

yesterday b'day

Yesterday,that was 3 April was my 18 b'day... so wake up quite early in the morning... with the joy and hope... BUT, unfortunately my untie was caming n visit me... speechless... 4get it... then quickly taking the bath and start calling... i think all friends that i had calling them.. but the most suprised thing was susu call me at 12am. she ask me 2 countdown... n sing b'day song 4 me... really really thanks her... n also her gift... and our photo tat she had edited... all tat i apprciate it... calling English teacher.. originally she dunnoe tat day was my b'day... i told her and she shocked 4 a while... haha... after blessing me, she ask me next time called her when i bk... She will recelebrating my b'day... thanks her 2... And all the friend tat blessing me yesterday, really thank you 2 all of u... i'm happy tat u all still remember my b'day... tat day we go The Curve shopping... wif my love car--viva... originally no mood... pain... but after a while, start shopping seriously... aunt bought me a blouse... as my present... 4.30pm,they ate again... but i was full... not eating... can slim fit la... hehe^^ night, father,uncle.aunt n 3 of my cousins sang me the b'day song... haha... so embarassing... i hoped that all ppl tat i noe can happy always... tis is my wish!