Moody Again

=(

i hate it...

i dun wish to share them with her...

i really scare i will start to hate her...

i dunnoe y she muz related to people that i closed...

maybe is i too selfish...

but i cant stand for it no longer...

these two days,

i m trying to release the mind,

but i cant!

what i saw n heard made me feel UNCOMFORTABLE!

The present of her sure will make them treat us like invisible...

i dislike that feel...

SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!

maybe i really need to practise again my solo style=(

Tiring of all

I dunnoe what are going on these days.
last few days i still anticipating for our gang member's b'day party...
but now...
i dun even would have a mood to reply their post about the part on facebook!
Maybe i noe everything including something that they are try to ''hide''.
Suddenly i feel confusing.
is it true for me to suspect them?
is overthinking or wat?

MOODY><

And then someone else...
i feel cant stand for her anymore...
i can't bear her many times!
i really hate her attitude...
f***
wat the shit are her thinking about?!

Fine,
i should not bother all that f***ing things

YANG PEI CHING,
STAY HAPPY!
NOBODY CAN HELP U EXCEPT URSELF!

Confusing

Actually i was very confusing now...

i dunnoe wat the f'**k reason for me to waiting for...

i think i already let it go...

but now the feeling like getting stronger n stronger...

i cant even diffrentiate this feeling...

i scared i cant stand it anymore=(

I m back

Long time have not been blogging...


Finally can sign in this blog again...





Quite busy these days...


busy for playing...


money sure ran out><


this thurs going to watch Fright Night...


seen like nice=)





Today learning accounting...


Five words to describe for it-


TOUGH!!!


I really cant get wat the lecturer means...


suddenly miss Ms.Elaine...


aiyo...


There is still long journey for me to study...


but really tough...


how i m going to get through it?


only can sigh here~

I MISS U ALL

YESTERDAY,

we had a party at jaslyn house...

8.45pm,

boy havent come...

me,jaslyn,glass n carmen start to 起火..

so hard....

so tired...

pekchek...

tiaa,jeannie n abbie preparing for the drinks...

about 9pm,boys finnaly came...

eat...eat n eat...

tummy bigger n bigger><

b4 going to 24hours n have a tea,

then we seven take a photo...

about 1am i reached home...

all slept ady...

then quickly sleep...

coz 2moro nid to wake up early...

bk KL...

we had a breakfast at ''xiang cheng'',

BBXC treat us...

how generous he was...hehe

then we bk on 9am...

about 9.30am ,

we r leaving chaah

when reahed KL,we go setapak...

sent yumi there...

after bk home had a nap...

so tired...

sigh...

dunnoe whether when had a chance can we all met n yamcha again...

But these will be the 4ever memories in my mindXD

Oh My God

My college life look like relax only...


but i feel stress actually...


the references book havent finished yet...


middle test coming soon...


lol...


lot of presentation n assignment nid to do....


but,i cant do all of this very well...


English was damn poor....





Stress!!!!!!!

yesterday b'day

Yesterday,that was 3 April was my 18 b'day... so wake up quite early in the morning... with the joy and hope... BUT, unfortunately my untie was caming n visit me... speechless... 4get it... then quickly taking the bath and start calling... i think all friends that i had calling them.. but the most suprised thing was susu call me at 12am. she ask me 2 countdown... n sing b'day song 4 me... really really thanks her... n also her gift... and our photo tat she had edited... all tat i apprciate it... calling English teacher.. originally she dunnoe tat day was my b'day... i told her and she shocked 4 a while... haha... after blessing me, she ask me next time called her when i bk... She will recelebrating my b'day... thanks her 2... And all the friend tat blessing me yesterday, really thank you 2 all of u... i'm happy tat u all still remember my b'day... tat day we go The Curve shopping... wif my love car--viva... originally no mood... pain... but after a while, start shopping seriously... aunt bought me a blouse... as my present... 4.30pm,they ate again... but i was full... not eating... can slim fit la... hehe^^ night, father,uncle.aunt n 3 of my cousins sang me the b'day song... haha... so embarassing... i hoped that all ppl tat i noe can happy always... tis is my wish!

SPM Result

wake up early in the morning...
bcause 2day is the day of getting SPM result...
quite nervous...

10.00AM
call amy...
asking when she take the result...
waiting n waiting...
until 11:58am
Amy told me tat i got 4A
originally i think i can get A in Eng...
but i got B+...
a little bit unhappy...

then i called Mrs.Shitra...
asking her about the Sijil Berhenti...
she said anytime can get it...
then she asked me about English result...
i heard she said tat only 5 ppl get A in English...
she feel sad...
after the calling,i msg n console her...
actually not her fault,
it's really we do not prepared it well...
i really feel tat she is the best teacher in my heart!
although we r in different culture n race,
but i really respect 2 her...

I LOVE U,TEACHER!

1st Day In College Life

2day was my 1st day start study in college...
but,1st day give me an unhappy experience...
early morning,
we wait 4 See Wei 2 wake up,
after eating breakfast,
we r moving 2 my college...

1.while reached there
WHERE STEPHY?
mayb i 2 rely on her...
nvm,i try 2 heard others ppl explaining 4 me wat 2 do...

BUT,I DUNNOE WAT HER SAY!

luckily,i heard answer bside me d girl...
so shame...

2.after tat ppl told me the way 2 my class,
but i'm not so understand...
asking ppl...
but walk wrongly oso...
tat times i feel scared...
dunnoe how 2 do...
nervous unyil can heard my heart beat!
i quickly ran bk 2 the lobby...
finally saw stephy n she lead me 2 the classroom...

3.after walk into the classroom,
i c where chinese sit...
i would like 2 join them...

BUT,
i think she was a chinese,
ORIGINALLY SHE WAS A MALAY...
i said Mandarin 2 her...
walao...so embarassing....
she told me:I M MALY,NOT CHINESE...
nvm...we still be friend...

after a few mins,we nid 2 go AUDITORIUM A 2 hear briefty...
heard until 2pm...
i wait in front of medic site...
wif one Malay oso...

2pm
we go AUDITORIUM A...
so weird,
y no others same class wif us?
but i didnt take care of it...
until 3 pm,
i think can back home...
call dad...

reached Sg.Buloh
i called Stephy...
i realized tat i missed a class at 3.30pm!
tat class was important!
how can i so blurred?!
hate myself...
dunnoe wat will happen 2 moro..
i cant even told my dad...
scared scolded by him...
haiz,4got it...

wat a bad experince!

feeling

after heard tis song,
i feel touching 2 this lyric n melody of the song.
烟火,by 陈翔...

夜已深了
雨水的气味
渐渐蔓延
缓缓时钟习惯性失眠
墙面上摇晃的树影
有一点倔强独特的美
有些陌生
有些熟悉似有若无的爱情
天已亮了
电视还没关
演着想念
哪句对白是谁的遗憾
相似的地点和时间
假装不见却又会遇见
我们之间
那么巧合
画面却已经走远
你就像烟火的美丽
那么美丽
轻划过无人的天际
曾经交换过的秘密
紧紧埋藏在心底
你就像烟火的神秘 那么神秘
风随着你若即若离
留下触不到的可惜
陨落下了我们的回忆

Big Fight Here!

yesterday came Pagoh...
erm...quite happy...
chat wif su ting since reach here...
about trip 2 Taiwan...
interested,but no money no talk
try many different colour of nail polish...

suddenly a big fly flew...
su ting quickly use a novel book 2 hit it...
after a few second,
su yu was scolding her...
scold wif a lot of abusive words...
n oso cursed her...
quite implolite!
then,su ting used a rotan 2 beat her...
su yu so geng!
never shouted 4 pain...
then both of them pull the hair of each other...
intense fight...
i advised them stop it,but fail...
soon,aunt came...
finally,they stop the fight...
wohoo...
now i realized tat i really had a gd temper...
haha...

nothing special~

10.10A.M
Jaslyn come my house n fetch me...
wan 2 watch basketball match...
not interesting so....
5min later go have our breakfast...

14.00P.M
go qiu yan house...
bought some empty disc from her...
faster package my luagage again...
like 背包旅行....

ntg special 2day...

BP Trip

08:02A.M
wat a wonderful morning!
like lots of things nid 2 do....
after wake up,go n play com...
thanks 4 the friends who like my photo...
happy tat finally my photo was like by other ppls..

10.00A.M
choose clothes for shopping...
change...change...change...
finally,
walk 2 tia'a house....
wif a high-heeled shoes...

11.15A.M
reach BP Mall...
the driver drives reckless...
lolz...
First Station was moving 2 cinema...
buy tickets...
Second Station oldtown...
damn hungry...
order a 'nasi lemak rendang ayam'
quite yummy...

After finish the yummy breakfast,
i quickly go 2 Red Modani Shop...
cause my shoes was 2 big...
bought 3 insole...
it's 2 tight...
wordless 2 the salegirl...

then,wo go 2 the cinema...
wat a dark place!
everytime go in cinema cant walk normally...
the title of the movie was I AM NUMBER 4.
the main character was hdsome...haha
well,it's a nice movie...
i like it...
watch it bside eat the popcorn n pepsi really enjoy...

after having a movie,
it's shopping time!
i bought a bag...
jaslyn's sight not badXD
after tat,my friends accompany me 2 buy clothes 4 college use.
formal attire wan not suitable 2 me lal,please...
but,finally bought it...
tummy was big==....

almost 4pm,we r bk...
on the journey back,
turn jeannie 2 drive...
more reckless than shiao suen la....
all of us were nervous....
even me cant sleep well...

5.05P.M
reach home wif lots of things...
spend a lot of money...
muflis la...
well.quite happy...
hopes go there again...

start blogging

11.27A.M

well,long time no blogging ady....

2day may be the 1st day in 2011 year i start blogging...

Many incidents was happened...

n i noe i should have a better start...

so forget all the unhappy things...

All my friends go out n works....

only me...

nothing can do...

just sleep,eat,n watch television...

soon i become more fat...lolz

11.57A.M
bk chaah now...

start yam cha life again XD

30April

fri,rush bk from school...
coz later nid to bk Chaah...
origininally didn't bk one,
but bk 4 party...

sat,go Bp...
with Tiaa,jeaanie n bf,abbie n bf...
buy little things but spend many $$
lol...really wan bankrupt ady...

having lunch with Tiaa at Wongkok
ordered a cheese baked rice with fillet fish...
this dish so so only...
not very yummy...
full~

jeaanie trying the trousers,
me n tiaa had nothing 2 do...
so we had a pic there...
haha...

tired,tired n tired....