URGH!

Now I really face the most difficult problem that i not met before.
How should i do?
I really dunnoe how to choose!
Both i dun wan to give up.
I dunnoe the decision that i made now correct anot.
But i noe if i did not give up him,whatever thing that i do will be totally wrong in others peoples' eye.
Even in my family eyes!
I really annoying.
Nobody can help me.
I m really feel tension.
But no one noe.
=(

I just knew about a friend accident,
althouugh is not so serious,
but i feel so guilty><
I dunnoe whether is that he wan to reply my what's apps only accident.
I really feel sorryT.T
I should not keep asking him the question.
I should stop text him when c him reply slowly,
I m really sorry~
Although he said it's not my fault,
but is that really not my fault?
Aiyo~i dunnoe wat to do la=(

First blog in year 2012

This is the first blog that i wrote in Year 2012!
It had been not updated since November 2011.
Just now view back the blogger wrote before,
i feel that i m really grow up jor!
Before that i was just easily mad of something or someone,
but now,
i will think twice before taking an action.
And somemore my character was also improving well.

4 more months to go! i m really bored!
i wish to have a job,
but i m really lazy!
can i dun wan work?
but if not work,
there will b no income,
there will b look down by friends,
there will b no $$ to spend on cloth,bag n travelling!

I cant sleep well these few days.
I dunnoe why.
Feel depressed =(
 Moody~
Well,life must go on!
Stop emo-ing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moody Again

=(

i hate it...

i dun wish to share them with her...

i really scare i will start to hate her...

i dunnoe y she muz related to people that i closed...

maybe is i too selfish...

but i cant stand for it no longer...

these two days,

i m trying to release the mind,

but i cant!

what i saw n heard made me feel UNCOMFORTABLE!

The present of her sure will make them treat us like invisible...

i dislike that feel...

SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!

maybe i really need to practise again my solo style=(

Tiring of all

I dunnoe what are going on these days.
last few days i still anticipating for our gang member's b'day party...
but now...
i dun even would have a mood to reply their post about the part on facebook!
Maybe i noe everything including something that they are try to ''hide''.
Suddenly i feel confusing.
is it true for me to suspect them?
is overthinking or wat?

MOODY><

And then someone else...
i feel cant stand for her anymore...
i can't bear her many times!
i really hate her attitude...
f***
wat the shit are her thinking about?!

Fine,
i should not bother all that f***ing things

YANG PEI CHING,
STAY HAPPY!
NOBODY CAN HELP U EXCEPT URSELF!

Confusing

Actually i was very confusing now...

i dunnoe wat the f'**k reason for me to waiting for...

i think i already let it go...

but now the feeling like getting stronger n stronger...

i cant even diffrentiate this feeling...

i scared i cant stand it anymore=(

I m back

Long time have not been blogging...


Finally can sign in this blog again...





Quite busy these days...


busy for playing...


money sure ran out><


this thurs going to watch Fright Night...


seen like nice=)





Today learning accounting...


Five words to describe for it-


TOUGH!!!


I really cant get wat the lecturer means...


suddenly miss Ms.Elaine...


aiyo...


There is still long journey for me to study...


but really tough...


how i m going to get through it?


only can sigh here~