URGH!

Now I really face the most difficult problem that i not met before.
How should i do?
I really dunnoe how to choose!
Both i dun wan to give up.
I dunnoe the decision that i made now correct anot.
But i noe if i did not give up him,whatever thing that i do will be totally wrong in others peoples' eye.
Even in my family eyes!
I really annoying.
Nobody can help me.
I m really feel tension.
But no one noe.
=(

I just knew about a friend accident,
althouugh is not so serious,
but i feel so guilty><
I dunnoe whether is that he wan to reply my what's apps only accident.
I really feel sorryT.T
I should not keep asking him the question.
I should stop text him when c him reply slowly,
I m really sorry~
Although he said it's not my fault,
but is that really not my fault?
Aiyo~i dunnoe wat to do la=(

First blog in year 2012

This is the first blog that i wrote in Year 2012!
It had been not updated since November 2011.
Just now view back the blogger wrote before,
i feel that i m really grow up jor!
Before that i was just easily mad of something or someone,
but now,
i will think twice before taking an action.
And somemore my character was also improving well.

4 more months to go! i m really bored!
i wish to have a job,
but i m really lazy!
can i dun wan work?
but if not work,
there will b no income,
there will b look down by friends,
there will b no $$ to spend on cloth,bag n travelling!

I cant sleep well these few days.
I dunnoe why.
Feel depressed =(
 Moody~
Well,life must go on!
Stop emo-ing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!